Ok last night I watched "He's Just Not That Into You". If you have a sorta kinda boyfriend who only talks to you when he's forced to...don't watch that movie. because seriously the whole movie just talks about stuff like that. I even got a little teary in one part because the guy was so sweet and made me wish I could have that. Not to meantion the kissing was fantastic and well..I wouldn't mind being kissed like that.... But that's another story.

The dance was
..alright. I've been looking forward to this dance since 6th grade and I spent so lon getting ready but it was just sort of a dissapointment. I seriously talked to himonce about absolutely nothing and then we danced and that was it. I mean wtf?

He said he felt like everyone was staring at him when he did, ya know, boyfriend stuff. And I was thinking and if he cares about people staring then that means he gets embarassed. So he gets embarassed when talking to me? Ugh idk.

Todays his birthday I texted him Happy Birthday and he said "thanks" seriously the creatvity kills me. I know you guys wil probably just be like "DUMP HIM" but the thing is... I just can't. I like him soooo much. I just don't think the feelings are returned